Please Heavenly Father, give me something to call my own.?

not tryin to be negative but why are you putting so much faith in your god to fix things for you? don't you believe your god makes these things happen to make you stronger? isn't that the excuse you use when confronted on a topic you cant answer? "everything happens for a reason". well pick yourself up! go after that person you want if its not meant to be then oh well dont get depressed move on and find someone else! no one is gonna fall in your lap and take care of you! your seventeen put yourself out there and make yourself happy instead of hoping your god will make things better for you. you can do it if you apply yourself, i kno, i've been down this road, and i've earned there is no point whining, because as soon as you get up and apply yourself you'll get what you desire.